hi all this my first post and I hope that I'm not a alone here as I feel a drift in life, dew to the fact that I 27 and wanted to work in TV and Film since I was 16 and have been trying to get into it since then.

But not having much luck getting into it dew to experience ,even thought I have a job. That I still do i want to move on, Also recently I been having feelings for an actress for some time now and want to send them a fan letter.

As I know we all human we all can love the only thing is that I'm 11 older then her as she about 16 going on 17 this year and I aware that is an issue, hens my reason of also feeling adrift as I feel that I was born too early and have lost, almost all hope to try to express my feeling's.

granted in a non stalker way be to at lest be friends with them and go from there. Thing like there no age in love give me hope and I willing to wait, at this point I just want a point of contact is all and get to know one another at this point.

Most are are going think I'm a monster or something else, that or crazy. But bear this in mind we all human, anything can happen and we should do thing that make us happy.

Lastly I have aspergers and dyslexia so please bear that in mind as well, I don't want negative.