I mentioned wishing I had more hugs because my sister does not hug me at all. She restricts her hugs to her husband and son. So, I get my hugs at Church. My T offered a hug to me in one session when I mentioned being hug deprived. I refused. I don't like to hug authority figures. In our last session earlier this week, I mentioned the stuff about getting all my hugs at Church and she offered again. She kept standing there waiting to see if I would. I gave her half a hug. I still don't like to hug her. Anyone who has the ability to diagnose me with a mental disorder is an AUTHORITY figure. I don't hug authority figures. I prefer to get my hugs at church. Yes. I want more especially when I am sick on Sunday and can't touch anyone at church. Then, I have to go without hugs for a week or more at a time. But, it felt strange to touch T. I keep thinking about the odd event. Why did she offer a hug? I just want her constant reminder that I can become an addiction counselor. I just want to hear how she believes in me.