You are not needless here on PC.

I do understand what you mean about family, I have two sisters like that. I avoid them, if they want to miss out on who I am then it's their loss. Of course I can say that now but in the middle of depression their coldness gets magnified. I feel like if my family treats me that way I must be pretty bad, useless. Don't let them define you, I know easier said than felt.