What I HATE, is that it is an option that invades my thoughts much of the time when I am reeling! Never that it is a "good" option, Fuzz.

It is an intrustion into my healing. It is an option that is too easy to focus on.

I am NOT WRITING THIS in a disparate state of turmoil. I am writing this as part of my reality.

(might have to quote that one again, Fuzz)