I ask myself, why, why did you do this? Why did I use food to solve problems, if I hadn't done that I wouldn't be so sick. If I had stopped sooner.....
I just don't know how to make the journey back work. I am trying very hard. My body is so not used to food that it just rebells - IBS... fever from that... had to call the specialist for steriods to stop the inflamation.

Are there any medical doctors out there that know how to treat a binge/purge disorder... the physical part of it? My primary care just says work with your therapist... she has only treated one other person with an ED..

I'm sorry for the complaining.. it just really hurts...