Currently I just want to find a potential girlfriend to see how the relationship goes and with time find out if she is the one for me. I am on Cymbalta which has an anti-anxiety component, but really meds have never worked for me period, whether it be for depression or anxiety.

It isn't that I think that a relationship will save me, but rather finding that special someone is one of my life goals. I am a very goals oriented individual, I tend to look at the world through the scope of possibilities, ideals, values, and goals more than anything else. My life goals as of now are to become a writer, find a significant other, and have a family because those are things I value in life.