You are worth so much more than that. I can't be a girlfriend but I am a friend who understands depression it out loud say and am willing to be there for you. I was feeling horrible tonight. Horrible enough to know that if I say it out loud I will be put in the hospital and I don't want that. My son turns 13 today and even though I didn't talk to him I love him so much. I would never ever do that to him. I work
I worked a psych hospital for 14 years and no family member deserves to see a family member die. I came on here because I was crushed and depressed. My husband just plead guilty to severe and highly aggravated domestic violence. I am an average sized girl with blonde hair and hazel green eyes, I have a masters degree and an MBA. PLEASE don't put yourself down. . If you ever want to contact me it is is ok. I wanted a want to be clear that I am not interested in a romantic relationship but it sound like you could use a friend.
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Originally Posted by AbsurdBlackBear
One of my goals in life since I was a kid (about 7 or 8) to this day has been finding a significant other to spend my life with. One thing difficult with AvPD is even forming romantic relationships in the first place. I have had a few relationships over the past 1 1/2 years that all started online as it was the easiest way for me to communicate. One problem though is these have all been long distance and this causes many problems with trying to really get to know the other person, travel expenses, etc. I have only visited one girl who I was in a relationship with a my constant self-doubts and fear of rejection socially paralyzed me which in effect resulted in the rejection I feared so much come true. I haven't really connected well with anyone the same way since then as far as similar hobbies and interests goes which is why my following relationships failed. Really I've given up hope on finding someone I'll truly connect with again so this causes me to think even less of myself and digs my depression deeper. I was wondering if anyone has had similar experiences and/or found ways to tackle this problem. Thanks.
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