well you should never give up on your dreams, but you also need to come up with other things that are going to make you happy in the meantime. A job that is going to bring you fulfillment and activities that will bring joy to your life. there is nothing wrong with sending this actress a fan letter as long as it is appropriate. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome