I've always been accused of having a bad memory, short term and long, but I'm generally pretty sharp.
Memories that were just there disappears to maybe pop up later, or I got do some internal talking to find them. Time and memories disappears. When I look back everything is dream like and fuzzy, just snapshots of events maybe, barely any "videos". The memories also don't feel like my memories. Sometimes it's like I'm a 3rd person watching myself doing something, not the actual doing.
My job I'm good at, but right now I know that I do work, but doing my job I can't picture it until I'm working and got to coax the process out.
It also it seems that I don't have much of a past.
I've no doubt that my meds have a little to do with some of it, but complete memory loss?
Sometimes I think my brain is melting. :'(
Last edited by Anonymous48690; Jan 18, 2015 at 10:43 AM.
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