I´m looking for a new T and I´ve read about a lot of T:s, their backgrounds, their education, how long they´ve practised and sometimes I also got information about how and where they live, if they are in a relationship and if they have children.

Logically I understand a T has to be an educated person with a somewhat stable life but I compare myself to them anyway. I feel inferior and sad when I read about their private practises, often in quite posh areas in my city.

I´m unemployed and I see no end to that although I´ve studied at a university but unfortunately I´m no longer that convinced that I want to work in the area I´ve studied.

I´m 30+ and I´ve never had a relationship and even if I also found T:s living on their own, I know many of them have children and a partner and this also makes me feel inferiour.

When I go through T:s in my head, thinking of them and whom to choose and so on I imagine them at my age, most of them had then begun practising. Perhaps not in their own practise but they did work and they had "started a life". This makes me think "how could such a person even know anything about my struggle with unemployment and loneliness?"

I know it´s one of many things to talk about with a new T but I have no new T yet and my feelings of inferiority and sadness about my own situation sometimes makes me think it´s no use looking for a new T although I know I have to see someone.

Perhaps someone in here experienced the same or something like this?