not doing so well.
quite anxious coming the exams that are coming up (i still have 3, deferred 1). nothing is going in.
been si-ing alot these days... guess it helps to release things. unhealthy, i know.
on another note, i hate it that meds do nothing, except for 1: make me unable to cry. sometimes i do cry, but i find that in the midst of it i just stop because i.. can't. and i hate it. if one healthy way of finding catharsis is gone... then.....
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes
herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.
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