I've felt hopeless about finding the right therapist, but I never compared myself to them; in fact, I don't think I even thought of them as better than I am. I'm there for myself only. I did have a dream that featured my therapist as fallible and very human. I shared it with her and she loved it, said she was very human, and that all therapists are fallible and imperfect in their lives.

Maybe you would feel better about your prospects if you didn't focus so much on the therapist personally and just looked for someone who knows what they're doing?