I need a new doc, i hate the med i'm on now and she won't change it. Is it too much to ask for a new one? how do i get her to see i can't handle what i'm on, clonazapam plus others which don't bother me as much. i even told her my med makes me feel suicidal as i take it at night and go through asking my husband to take me to the pshyc ward every night. Any suggestions?