Why is it that when I hear of a new why I can hurt myself I want to do it? Is it just curiosity? Is it to see if it is... more 'effectice' than my own methods? I read a mag article ('human interest' story) on a girl today who has used 2 methods that I have never thought of before. In fact, one is totally accessable and I could do it right now (but YAY, no urges at the mo ) and the other I had never even heard of and found myself researching it on the net. So even more strangely, why is it that I want to know all this even thought I am going thru a period of no SI, no intentions to do so at the mo, no urges at all? I'm confused!