I found this on a member's blog not too long ago (since it's public, i have no problem reproducing it here:

To david: I know that suicide ends everything, and that it is selfish to do it. However, everyone has a limit. If mine is reached, I'm not sure what I will do.

To ThatLady Thanks for the care. I am not on any types of medication. This might sound weird to you, but I am afraid of meds; they seem so artificial and temproary, and I am afraid of possible bi-effects and addiction. Illusion seems as a good word to describe them.

I iwll look for a few more to emphasize my point>