Can anyone give me advise. Ever since i was very young, ive sensed and heard ghosts. Or thought i had abilities. Now knowing that i am cyclothimic, and having done much research including stories here, i now believe its always been the illness and nothing else, psychosis ??
Well, my depression scores getting higher but so is my anxiety levels on mood tracker.
Is the feelings of being watched and followed, seeing shadows passing etc psychosis. Would i be better going back on meds because its getting rediculous now. Im jumpy, wont go upstairs alone without lights on. I keep looking behind me when im at the sink peeling potatoes. Abilify gave me terrible side effects.
I dont want to go to docs to be looked at like ive grew horns.
I would be greatful for any help from your own experiences.

Just realised this shouldve been posted on the psychosis forum,