Thank you chicken and loial. It's a belief that has been with me for a couple of years now. It doesn't distress me but it makes me feel like I have to go there and be in the other dimension. Maybe I should talk about it with my cpn cos whenever she asks if I have any strange thoughts I always say 'no' because I've never thought about it as being a strange thought or that it's strange that is still there after all this time.