I came to the realization of sexual abuse now which I kept it in the back of my head for so long. I told my bf more in depth info that I never shared with him 9 yrs ago, told him having a pedophile for a "dad" and a mom who has some kind of incestrous thoughts or whatever just as stupid! My new gyno told me to find a sexual therapist to speak with as I did therapy not too long ago which left me bitter because of how I was treated. The ex-therapist is a complete fool with a Masters degree knows nothing about life only what she was spoon fed.

Their rates are too much for me trying to find other options. i was told to talk to a hotline which I have done in high school they were great but the aftermath was horrible. i was seeing if the women's center offered a support group which they do but i can't do it because i work nights.