I go to public mental health clinic to see my pdoc and old-T. However, I've got issues with them.
1. The the pdoc I see is a PA (not an issue for me) and she prescribed me anti-depressants that caused serotonin syndrome.
2. The psychiatrist that my PA works under is an *** and rude.
3. My old-T left without notice
4. It's been three months and no one has contacted me for a follow-up. It's on records that I've been having suicidal thoughts.

Even more than this I want to give up on therapy for good. I've been in therapy twice in my life and the first time my dad pulled me out after a suicide attempt and this time, the session after I admitted I was having thoughts my old-T left. I don't frankly think i can trust another T again.