Direction...I read your prep quite often to help keep me focused. I don't have any extra money to put aside. I did start making copies of all our bills and such....so I have record of everything. I am not staying focused at all on anything and I am forgetting everything! My therapist says it's all stress related.

I feel attacked by him. I came home from counseling yesterday and he was accusing me of having a bad attitude. He said counseling isn't working for me because I'm still mean to him...he's not reaping any of the benefits. he was in my face pointing his finger. I told him to stop and he said no, I'll point my finger if I want. Our youngest told us to stop yelling. (

He went to sleep and mood was still "mad" when he woke up. I tried to talk with him and be all sweet (I don't know why I tried to hug him..I just wanted some peace, but feel I shouldn't have done it). He's really angry.

What is he so mad at? I found a note in his car last night that had this on it:

** Not sure what is going on...Blind to what I can show and deaf to what I say. Vibrant woman who I can no longer relate to. ONly sees what is important to her. Direction, what is he saying here and crying out for?