Alex... I wish to respond but can not get my head around all of this. I know it is important to do the work and do it at a pace that you can manage. I understand --at least from my perspective.

Good luck with the trauma work. ..... are you saying that what he has gotten you to do what he wants to do ...HOW he wants to or are you still able to negotiate that as you go? I hope that would be the case... Take care of you. I think today is another T day for you.