<font color="green"> No,I totally understand what your saying.I'll be at the store,cause this brother lives in my same town right now,until I get the hell out of this State,and back to the BEACH!! I always uppercase beach,because I love it so much,and miss it more than anything,other than my Dad,ofcourse! But back to the store thing,I'll be shopping and I'll see some guy that looks like my brother,and I totally freeze and have to do a double,and triple take,sometimes I'll hide around the isle,and just wait for him to turn around enough for me to see him well enough,just to be sure! It scares the hell out of me!He could be living a block away for all I know,my family won't let me know his address,just that he lives in this town.But since he got away with all his sex offences,he's not on the sex-offenders list,so I can't get his location off that.But if he's able to put something in my mailbox without my puppy barking at a car pulling up,and one of my brothers almost breaking down my side door at 1:30 in the morning just to scare me,a few months ago,on foot,then later recognized by a neighbor,as the man who tried to knock down my door,while walking down another street,he could be very close,within walking distance! I've seen his truck drive by my apartment more times than I can count,and I always thought he just did it to intimidate me,until I found that _____in my mailbox!</font>