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Originally Posted by qwerty_kid
Wow, your personal story reads just like my own. And we're practically the same age (I'm 20)! About 7 months ago I lost the greatest friend I ever had, for no good reason. He just stopped answering my texts and emails, and no longer wants to even look at me. No reason was given. Just pretends I don't exist. I'll admit it was impossible to recover at first. I had to skip a semester of school and was admitted to a mental health hospital for suicidal ideation. Today, it is still a little painful, but in time, everything will pass and you will finally be able to move on. Don't let something like this tear you down. You have the ability to let go in time, you just need to be patient with yourself. This may seem enormous to you now, but in the future this will only be a footnote. Best  |
Thanks for the message! Erm I think our situations with besties are slightly different my best friend died aged 19 suddenly and she was my world. I think I've always had mental health problems (undiagnosed) as I tried to harm myself in the past it was just amplified with the loss of someone so close and loved by me to a point that joining her sounded like a good idea. I don't know if it would be deemed as inappropriate and I don't mean to make anyone take offence if they see this but I honestly feel like admission to a mental hospital would help me right now, I'm surrounded by people that don't understand. I need help. :s