Im not sure how to start this.. I guess i should tell you who i am.. Its me Tina.. your daughter you decied to abandon.. to not care anything about or want to see... i just found out the end of last year that you were my birth father... theres so many things i wish i could ask you.. It would of been nice to have u in my life . I just dont understand why u did not want anything to do with me or my sister... It hurts to think that you have other children that you have loved and cared about but i meant nothing to you,.. your flesh and blood.. to you i didnt exist... You and my mom didnt work out.. but that didnt mean you had to forget about me and abandon me.. Im so pissed at you.. Not sure ill ever be able to forgive you for not being around.. or even attempting to see me. My mom told me that she gave u opportunities to see me but u never did.. Ive turned out ok without you, but i still wonder what it would of been like to have u in my life.... Well i guess im gonna go maybe some day we will see each other and then i can ask you the questions that r lay heavy on my mind and in my heart.... ...... This is a letter i wrote to my dead father .. thers a site on ohio.com under obt. that you can write to a person who has died.. well im thinking about puttig that on there... its to him.. but i also want his loved ones that write things on ther to see it and see how much he has hurt me ..... what do u think? should i put it there?