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Originally Posted by My kids are cool
I am truly sorry you are feeling like you cannot be authentic in your offline life. I think you are amazing and people are missing out if they do not see the real you.  |
I don't let anyone see the real me. But most of the time I try to be what people need me to be and usually I can reconcile myself to that. It's just not working this time. So I am working on not showing how I feel so much and on being silent. Silence allows me to not lie... And to not upset anyone.
But all this walking on eggshells on high alert to not speak or act "wrongly" really jacks up my anxiety and wreaks havoc with my ability to sleep!