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Originally Posted by Readytostop
I always feel a little jealous when you talk of him. In someways up it reminds me of how I felt about my grandfather who I adored. I sort of wish I could see an older male T but then it's over powered by a huge creep factor when I try to think of it while looking at pictures online of perspective Ts. (Although I realize that most of them are probably not creepy)
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Thanks RTS. I hope I don't make you feel badly---we have had our down times as well, took a lot to get to secure place. I am glad though that I started CBT also because I know that main T wasn't a fluke---there are lots of good T's out there. I always worried that I just hit the lottery with him, but I'm glad that he isn't unique in that way.
Pics online can be very odd---I don't think I would have picked my main T if I was going by pics alone. He sort of fits the Freudian T stereotype. He even used to smoke a pipe!
Also, my CBT T does not photograph well although I think he is quite handsome in person.
RTS, are you seeking a T? I'm so sorry---I have been off and on the couch lately.