You're not alone, I am self medicating too. With whatever I can get my hands on.

I missed my pdoc appointment today as I was so depressed after drinking over a carton (24 drinks) in less than 7 hours. And on top of that I missed my clonazepam dose so I've been messed up the last couple days.

I cant get any weed so Im thinking I'll try anything I can get my hands on. I know a couple of mates with connections, I know how dangerous it is, I just dont care.