Woke up at 2 a.m. and couldn't get back to sleep. This always happens when I can't take my Xanax at bedtime the night before ECT. I need to ask my ECT pdoc for a sleep aid that I CAN take.

Don't know how tired I'll be today so not sure what I'll do today. Could go to AA meeting at noon. Need to take a drive and drop off a book I borrowed at a friend's workplace. Not really sure what else.

I dread ECT. It seems like my husband's always pissed at me too. I really need to say something to him.