I'm not doing to well today. Feel like crying. My brain is still trying to process this chronic condition that is cancer. I think that's what's bothering me today. It started yesterday. I don't feel like I belong anywhere. No one understands what a big deal this is to me. I'm 27 and I have a cancer that will go into remission, but I'll have to treat it forever. It's not treatable in treatments it's everyday forever. I won't be able to have kids because of the med I have to take everyday. Therapy is helping, but I still have times where it gets me. Like now. Can I just not be strong for a little bit?