My sister said something last night that shocked me. How do I even forgive her?? I'm hurt, and sad that she had the nerve to say what she said about the recent thoughts I was having. That situation has caused my mood to drop... and it's almost time to move out, just to get away from that thinking that is just so painful. I need to find a new job in order to move out... I just have to. This environment isn't good for me anymore. I need to have my own place where I can do what I please in any room and not feel like I have to hide all my activity from family. At the same time, it's also dangerous to live on my own but I can't continue to live in this same way. I need an actual get out of situation card. I need a life of my own that will support my recovery.