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Hi,
I probably.. well alsmost for sure.. have a personality disorder. They don't know yet which one so they named it personality disorder not otherwise specified. I recognize from a lot of personality disorders a couple of treats.
What I read in the different definitions is a feeling of emptiness. In myself it is something like boredom but not that I am really bored. It is a feeling like I am missing something profoundly in my life. Also I have the urge to fill this emptyness up with extreme behavior, drugs or drinking or other risc taking activities. Although I can control myself quite well, I still feel that urge.
I wonder how you experience this feeling?
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Dx: Mix anhedonia with Bipolar II. Add some insomnia and chronic stress. Season with paroxetine and a pinch of ADD. Stir well to induce a couple of hypo/manic episodes. After the excess of energy is gone, remove the Paroxetine and serve chilled with some C-PTSD and GAD. Ready is your MDD.
Mx: To clean up the mess use lamotrigine, risperidon, mirtazapine and sertraline. Let it soak in for a while but keep a close eye on it. Meanwhile enjoy your desert of oxazepam/temazepam prn.
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