Had my psych appt. this morning. Same old. So, he says, what do you want to do about this? I'm like, well, what do you think? No answer. No new suggestions. So I had to be my own doctor again, and so I asked for the first anti depressant I tried. It had worked well, but that is long ago. Amitriptilyne.. we'll see tonight or tomorrow. Whether I can then stop the seroquel that has helped my appetite but messes with my blood sugars.

Ups, my oldest called. He is doing well. My younger, is doing well too. My health, I'm working on it.

depression is coming and going like tidal waves, it's strange.