You sound so panicky. I could hardly understand everything that's going on; had to read your posts twice. Can you take anti-anxiety meds to help you get through this?
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am I putting too much pressure on myself?
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Yes, it seems like it from the outside. I understand fearfulness and thought maybe you are catastrophizing like I do?
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I have a feeling I will be referred out the minute I even hint at being "unstable").
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I don't understand. If they are trying to help you, why is it bad to be unstable?
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