"All the negative thoughts are Bipolar, it lies. Hard to remember than when your in such a horrible place, Try to remember that"

thank u for that Christina, i have to write it down big somewhere so i can always remember because i forget and it's so painful

dillpickle though, i feel you. this has been a horrible winter so far. no purpose, no meaning, nothing but guilt and more guilt and pain.

i hope it gets easier for you though bud