I've figured out that I've got a chest cold, so I'm not just lazy for not having much ambition today. I do need to get some things done around the house, cold or no cold.
My s/o is just going to have to make out on his own for a few days. The running back between my apartment and his has just gotten to be too much. I need to be home for more than just a day here and a day there. I went over there this past Wednesday and didn't get back home to my own place till last night. Once I get there, I feel bad leaving and tend to stay on and on. I'm really not taking care of myself properly, and I think that may be the cause of this cold that started over a week before Christmas now settling into my chest. I come home to a house that has no prepared food, though I've left stuff prepared for him at his house.
I know a lot of this is just poor organization on my part. But I do need a break to devote some time to me, my house, and my errands. I keep thinking he can't manage anything on his own. He could do a bit better than he does. When I'm not there, he just eats sweets. But it's no harder to put some ham between two slices of bread than it is to unwrap Little Debbie cakes, or whatever junk he can find. He has an attendant coming tomorrow and Wednesday. So I'm staying home in my own place, at least until Thursday.
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