Being able to ask for help is a sign of strength. Everyone needs help sometimes, and it can be really hard to ask for it, so i think it's awesome that you did. I have a hard time asking for help, so i'm always impressed by people who can do it. One of my best friends is a single mom, and she asks me and her other friends for help all the time, because she can't do it all herself. Her little girl is well loved by a bunch of adults because we have all spent time with her. It's really good. You know the saying "it takes a village to raise a child"? Please try to be kind to yourself.