Back to one day. But honestly it had been so long before this. I've discovered now however, that I no longer need him. I now have binging/purging and calorie restriction to take his place in comforting me. I never even needed him at all in fact I am so glad he is gone. So lucky God took him away from me cause he probably would have just hurt me real bad. Even worse than he already has. And yes his absence is responsible for my binge/purge. Is responsible for my hunger even now. But really, I must be punished for what I did to make him go away.