Oh Gemini I wish I could do more than offer an electronic hug, but that is what I can do. And let you know that I think you are doing an amazing job of working through this despite how terribly hard it is. Just keep going hun....you can do this.

And please try if you can to reach out, you said you know you ought to and I am sure that your T and care manager would be glad if you did.

I am so glad you could come here to let some of the pain out, it is far better than carrying it with you all by yourself. We are here for you Gem take care sweet.