Wow .. . i wasn't expecting so many replies. I'm sorry that i took to long to respond, but it really does mean so much that you people took time out of your busy lives to listen to me .. even if i didnt say a whole lot.

I guess you're probably wondering what i'm so upset about. Truthfully, i wish that it were easy enough for me to just spill everything on here, because i feel as though that would make me feel better. But its just everything. My family, friends, myself ... i've been really treating myself badly too, and so i feel as though i don't have a whole lot going on for myself, positively anyways.

Thank you all so very much for taking time for me though ... it means so much more than you could ever imagine.

Tracy