my mom tried to kill herself 2 times when i was taken care of her

the first time i took her pills out of each and called my father to come home that was at 14

the 2nd time was worst she tried the pills again and blades so i took her door off the hinges to keep a eye on her ......she called 911 on me saying i was trying to kill her i heard her doing this ........i got in the car got my older brother from work down the street and left the house for 2 weeks ....i was 15 .......i took the car to a old hunting camp i known of and stayed there