When I talk about losing touch with reality, I am usually talking about the worst case I've had, just under 3 years ago. Its' only happened one other time with other various milder delusions scattered in along the years. Trouble is, I miss the delusions and the hyper religiousity. I felt like I was "saved" and I had a deep spiritual connection. I can't seem to regain that, even on a healthy level, not in the way I desire at least. It makes me so sad. Maybe it's just the depression talking, but I don't know what to do about it.