Wow I did not think I would ever see a post that I can say is 100 percent true to me. I suffered from this specific topic years ago but it still lingers like k still have that feeling that everything is manipulated by them and nothing is genuine. And that's horrible for us coders because we are good people and don't want evil in the world. This is crazy I dealt with this exact thing. I guess the only thing to do is believe that there is good in the world. Regardless of the illuminati look at your family and friends ands see how good they are and if there are evil powers and they want us to suffer then they can do that because we are in the hands of God