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Hey, mouse.... seaparateness is rearing it's difficult head again. It's very hard sometimes to fully understand connected yet separate. It hurts sometimes.


((( mouse )))

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Excellent post Echoes. It is hard particularly when we feel so close to our T's when they are not there and they somehow have another life-without us dang it.

I know this is not the same but sometimes I take a week off work because I want to...I need to... so that I can rest and revive myself to go back and do it all over again. I am sorry this is rough for you. When my pdoc goes to meetings I say... go learn something to help ME. Just think that by taking a break your T will be ready to do it all over again or to keep moving forward.

Yes... she is taking care of herself so she can revive ... from her whole work life... and renourish herself to start all over again.

Take care Mouse... Keep posting...

I think that when depressed I am more inclined to think these kind of thoughts. Does it work that way for you too? That abandonment thing... yes...feelings are there. Remember what your T said. She knows and cares how you feel but she wishes to assure you ... she will be back.