Hi TheyCallMeChimi, congrats and well done on achieving your goal!!!
And great approach you have to moving it on, not too much too soon but enough to just "stretch yourself". So at your own pace, hey??
And tomorrow..........well you sound like the perfect candidate for supporting your uncle, so great that you were chosen (or got volunteered??) !! And maybe trying to throw all your focus on him will help you too.
And you know, sometimes if you "fail" at something..........it doesn't mean you've failed, it just means you haven't quite got there just YET. And nothing wrong with that at all, no-one can be perfect, no-one can live up to ALL "expectations" even (sometimes especially!!) one's they have of themselves. So just an opportunity to reassess the situation and paths you may need to take to get yourself there.........e.g. make those goals more managable or "realistic", break them up into smaller steps..............
And if it's just not happening you can always come to the decision that this just isn't suiting me, it doesn't need to be my "fault"..........let's decide on something that suits me better........and "back in the saddle" on working towards something you might want to be doing/something meaningful to you
Just a thought..............
Anyway.............GREAT progress and best wishes for today/tomorrow!!!!

Alison