I know i'm new here ... and i feel as though i probably haven't been really helpful to anyone ... but i was just wondering if you guys might have some ideas that you wouldn't mind sharing.

You see ... my scars are getting increasingly worse, and i dont know how much more i'm gong to be able to hide from people. Cutting is like a rush ... it makes me feel better, and odly enough when i'm done i'm almost proud of how i've been able to hurt myself (i know i'm discusting ...) .... but i do want to stop. I know its not healthy... but i dont know how.

Does anyone have any tips, or things that they do instead when they feel like cutting?

I'm sorry for being such a pain, but any feedback would really help.

thanks so much
Tracy