Hi everyone,

I know I am posting a lot in each section but I so need help I am so sorry.

I was sexually molested as a child and verbally abused by my brother and then later on in life married a man who beat me I did leave him of course after I had enough but what I don't understand is why would someone want to hurt someone else like that? I feel I was doomed from birth because I had a rough childhood I didn't ask to be born and I didn't ask to be abused but I am trying to understand why me or why anyone why are our family members or even who we marry so cruel did I deserve all that and now I feel alone in this marriage and left out and unloved and much more he isn't a bad guy he just doesn't feel what I feel . So how do we just get over things like we are told by some ? I hate the memories I want them gone and out of my head and I want happiness. Any comments would be so helpful Thank you.
SillyBean