Now that it's later and I've calmed down some, I have to say I am glad I didn't do anything... although I still wish I could get some distance between me and my life. It's very difficult and stressful and sometimes I feel like there is no way out of it, although I know I just have to give it time.

The strange girl who loves odd words is doing fine. I've just hit kind of a wall in the story though, so it's going to take me longer now to finish it. Oh well...