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Originally Posted by Supanova
I've called lifeline who threatened the cops on me (second time in 2 weeks). I called my boyfriend, I called friends, I put a help message on fb. None of them can help me. All I have done is worry everyone. Again. When will the misery for them and myself be over.
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Perhaps hospital is the best place for you now. You can detox, get your meds sorted and have some time to think of a plan for dealing with what makes you drink. I hate hospital too but when I get mixed and self-destructive it seems to be my only safe option. It is worth going to hospital if it is going to save your life. YOU are worth it! Hang in there.
PS the way things are going for me at the moment I might be in hospital soon too
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