Hi, haven't been here in a while, made a new profile....
I have been off my meds for a few months, my soon to be ex, cancelled my insurance. I've been maintaining for the most part, but, the paranoia has started, and I am hearing whispering, but, no words. Its really freaking me out, I have tried to be proactive and went to a mental health clinic, but medicaid was denied. I have a job, I always try to keep a job, paranoia usually ruins that. I'm at that point where I don't know what to believe as far as my thoughts. I don't want to go to that place where its really hard to come back from. I was thinking about ordering on line medication, anyone have any input? But, I'm also afraid on line meds will be poison or something, so I probably wouldn't take them anyways...