I have huge holes in my memory. Through one thing and another, I have been able to recover that I was molested, but I only really remember the tiniest few details. That's really normal, I'm told -- you blank out the really painful stuff.

I had a horrible time with math, and my parents sent me to a tutor from 2nd to 8th grade. In 8th grade, she told me once that she wasn't sure she would see me week to week, because she never knew if I would live that long. Kind of a bizarre thing to say to a 14 year old, and she never explained what she meant by that, and I have no idea.

Your T can work with what you have so far. If more comes, it comes, and if it doesn't, it still doesn't mean it didn't happen -- but you don't have to force anything. Maybe none of that will ever come back (I hope not, for your sake!), but your T can help treat the symptoms you have now that might have come out of those experiences.

Good luck to you.

Candy

Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal. -- Albert Camus